Monday, March 09, 2009

Going crazy

What do you do when you know you should do something about it but not exactly sure what needs to be done?

What do you do when you’re tired and flat out about how things are going and you know what you should do yet don’t exactly know how to go about doing it?

What do you do when you crave for something so much you’d do anything just to get it but you know it is not good for you (or rather belly =p)?

What do you do when you can’t stop thinking about something and no matter what you do or try to think it just doesn’t get out of your mind?

What do you do when you feel you’re doing the best you could yet not get the outcomes you expect?

What do you do when you know what the outcomes will be if you were to make a decision that would actually change things?

What do you do when you think you know something yet when expected to explain it again you find yourself blabbering all day long?

What do you do when you have got so much inside you just want to let it all out but you still have some reservations and can’t do what you know might be best, just because you’re afraid of the truth?

What do you do when you fill something is amiss despite knowing who can fill that emptiness inside?

What do you do when you know you have to make a decision yet whatever the decision you make you’ll be on the losing end?

What do you do when you know you should be more well off not thinking too much about it yet you can’t do anything to get it out of your mind?

What do you do when you feel whatever you do is just not good enough and all you get is negative reactions?

What do you do when you’re just so fed up about all the goodness there is just cause it seems to not make any difference anymore?

What do you do when you try so hard to be the light to others but everyone else who claims to be that light just keeps on shining darkness to others and that darkness just overpowers all the goodness you can do or say or show?

What do you do when you feel like nothing you do will ever make a difference?

What do you do when all the questions above keep playing in your mind over and over again?

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