What do you do…?

…when you’ve given your uttermost best yet it throws you off your feet?

…when you’ve done all the extra research and practice and everything else in your control to be the best you can be only to find out that opportunity to shine just disappears?

…when you are confident in all that you are in control with but things out of your control just intercedes and destroy every hope/chance/opportunity to shine in front of your assessors?

…when you are so disheartened with everything that you’ve put into just come crumbling down in matters of minutes?

…when you are on the verge of giving up yet you know you’ve come this far not to give up but you just can’t push yourself any further?

…when you don’t know what to do anymore?

…when you doubt your capabilities/passion/goals/purpose?

…when you just have to stick through the pain of anxiety and low self-esteem…literally mentally draining excruciating mental and emotional detrimental pain?

…when you’re always only the second best?

…when you’re not even comfortable with yourself?

…when you’re mad and disappointed with yourself?

…when you look back and realize you were never really an achiever anyway?

…when you feel you’re such a disappointment – to everyone…?

…when you just…don’t know anymore?

WHAT DO YOU DO?

cry? moan? whine? shout? scream? beat yourself up?

This is one of the days one would feel so totally over it.

In times like these, how much are you depending on God’s strength and not your own?

Cry out to Jesus, cry out to Jesus!

To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith and love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

When your lonely (when you're lonely)
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
To the widow who suffers from being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

~TD~

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Addit: thanks beary for your words of encouragement and reminder to Hold On to Him.

when you don't want to face another day
seems like your life's one big mistake
failures from your former self chase you
listen close so you know what to do

you may not see it
you may not feel it
but im holding you tightly
your spirit is near me
so hold on hold on
it will not be long till its all over
child hold on hold on
lay your weary head upon my shoulder

the pain is beating down so faithfully
but my love is more faithful you will see
and the winds will show no mercy for your face
but your heart is safe secure inside my grace

and you may not see it
and you may not feel it
but im holding you tightly and your
spirit is with me so
hold on hold on it will not be long
till its all over
child hold on hold on
lay your weary head upon my shoulder

and you may not see it
and you may not feel it
but im holding you tightly and
your spirit is near me so hold on

hold on hold on hold on
child hold on hold on no
it wont be too long oh hold on
hold on it will not be long till its all
over child hold on hold on lay your weary head upon my shoulder
hold on hold on it will not be long till its all over
hold on hold on lay your weary head upon my shoulder
if you dont want to face another day hold on child hold on